when was the first time you seriously thought about how much longer you would live? I don't dwell on it but I never thought of it until I lost my wife. I have a second set of kids I hope to see grown and more, I guess there is just never enough time to get it all finished. I was 55 when she passed so every now and then It creeps into my thoughts. I try to go along with the day to day life and not think of it, I always think of my dad who made it to 75 and use that for my goal. I have never felt or lived my age, I am 60 now and in better health and shape than when I was in my 30's.