I dont disagree that this drug can help people and that some people need it. It has certainly done a lot to help me. The problem is that I am very conscientious of how I feel, as well as where I get my highs from. I don;t want to feel happy because of a drug, and I certainly hate the feeling of there drug affecting my mindset. I can feel it in my head changing the way I think and feel and I do not like that. I want to feel happiness from my own actions and efforts.
Also a little update. Ive been down to half a pill for a week and I have some minor mood swings. Ive had some confusion and have made some mistakes at my job which are somewhat serious however i've caught a majority of them before they had large consequences. It seems the withdrawal has made me confused, tired, and a little less focused. To contract this im going to the gym more and am going to eat healthier as a good healthy diet seems to help me.
Also a little update. Ive been down to half a pill for a week and I have some minor mood swings. Ive had some confusion and have made some mistakes at my job which are somewhat serious however i've caught a majority of them before they had large consequences. It seems the withdrawal has made me confused, tired, and a little less focused. To contract this im going to the gym more and am going to eat healthier as a good healthy diet seems to help me.
