Danke, Edwin ! Lemme Aks youse guys something-I've always got straight answers from this bunch. Last week was my 1st birthday w/no Lauriann, & it was tough.. My Mom's bestest bud-Who's 92, called me, & we were getting along OK, Carolyn can be kinda hateful at times, however. She was then. I started sobbing about not having LA, & Carolyn launched into me about how I needed to GROW up. & BE A Man. I mean she REALLY lambasted me, all outta proportion, I thought than what was warranted. I didn't say nothin back, You DON'T "Climb Astride" a 92 year old woman-at least I don't. But it REALLYv hurt. LA left me 1st March& it still hurts awful bad. I dunno if I'll ever wanna have much/anything to do w/her. Maybe she's right-Maybe I am just being a whiny Bitch who needs to grow a set, Somehow, though. I just kinda feel a bit different.. What sayest thou, youse byrds who have never failed me yet ? ****, when LA died, it was sudden & quick-I didn't even really get to tell her "Bye"..THAT was maybe the best thing-I don't think she suffered at all, or maybe just for a second. But I get to duffer from now on....