Lol understood. So many of my friends got out of the party via the classic “ I met a great woman and then my first child came along” that never came my way as I hung with women that partied even more than I.

So when I moved from Nashville to hillbilly hill mountain land, I hit the gas in the uhaul at 41 years old and said “no more” as I hit the gas pedal not having a clue as to what my future held. I was running a print shop in Nashville when I left and a print shop here in Richlands hired me at $6.75 per hour. Worked there for 2 years paying my dues in hell for the sins of my party. So when AT&T hired me I said “don’t f... this up at my age”. Hence why I’ve posted I went over the next 13 years without touching one of my guitars nor setting up audio equipment. I had to pull myself up by my own bootstraps and was fearful music would put me smack back in it. After the years passed , the demons were conquered and I returned to music. Minus the nose candy but with an eternal bag of weed. Sorry it may be a gateway drug but it can also be the reverse. I stepped up from the weed 40 years ago and then stepped back down via the weed years later. I always said back then “ when I am an old man I just want to enjoy my weed and music again and leave this powder crap behind” . I did exactly that and lived to tell the tale