Bob I don't want to "jinx" anything, and when I do get home, I will be operating at the top end of my capabilities just taking care of myself.
I may stiill be on Oxygen... :sigh: :worried:
Well, I am pissed. They are awakening the "bad mark".:nono:
Specifically the "king" of this facility, Dr. Gupta.
He doesn't actually refuse to write my discharge orders, he just stalls and forgets and "misunderstands" a week or more later. I only see him once a week (the legal minimum) on thursday or friday, then the weekend ensues. Change of staff to weekend people, hard to discern changes, or track the LACK of orders for change.
Orders are written by him and control all activities that occur.
I now can and have stood up without using the walker, although it is not yet a regular practice, I can walk the limited distances across my room, tethered by my oxygen line, repeating the trip TEN TIMES, across and back, then sitting down and standing up every time. I have climbed stair equivalents enough to get into my home..
and my gait, while walking, is smooth and normal, not step, stop, move walker, repeat, but rather step step step while rolling the walker.
I was supposed to get portable oxygen to get out in the halls for walking longer distances for excersise... guess what?? no goddamn order YET, after two weeks of requests. I wheedled , under the table as it were, a longer hose that lets me do the distances in the room.
It IS the 60th night I slept here, as a short term patient instead of a long term resident, 90 is the limit IIAC...
Tomorrow was the day I was shooting for to GO HOME. Guess where the HELL I am now? Didn't want to jinx anything??? it was a doomed effort...
There was talk about sending me home on oxygen, thus needint travel oxygen tanks and a reserve tank at home. NOW he DOESN'T know or want to say what my daily breathing equipment that he will require me to have ready to discharge me. MORE GODDAMN TESTS. That "hypoventilation" bupkus? another stall? a rare condition...
Yes, there is the option of going "A.M.A."
but consulting my regular physician whom is powerless in this situation, he said "You don't want to do that, it will really create problems for you".
I don't know if Dr. Gupta has fallen into the "warehousing of patients" mentality or is the most "cover your ass" esso bee in the universe.
OR is he just trying to stretch out the stay to the maximum $$ he can get?
My physical rehab has gone better because there isn't the micro-control of the physical therapists that there is with the respiratory technicians. Thus I was easily able to exceed previous capabilities and "stretch my wings".
My "breathing rehab" has been over the 8 weeks here a really "static" affair with no articulated goals, parameters to achieve the next step etc - any SMALL changes in machine settings or routines that have occurred have happened after long and bitter complaining by me with Dr. Gupta FINALLY saying "yes, we can do that...."
My Pulmonologist from before I ended up here had figured a week, or two MAX to wean me off onto ROOM AIR during the day. DID I say it has been EIGHT WEEKS???????
I wish I had kept a much more detailed personal journal about my ventilator rehab...
oh, and that ****ING Chinese oximeter's PC based report software? Which is supposed to analyze the overnight data taken and stored by the unit? It printed out a report that had the lead respiratory tech just about soiling her shorts, reporting an average of SAO2 of 40%... an unsupportable number BECAUSE, a detailed examination of the data set would show NO SAO2 NUMBERS UNDER 75!!!!