The Not So Official Piss, Moan and Bitch Thread.

[Drybasement]

Guys walking into the store @ 8:00 am smelling like skunk weed. Legal in my state but c'mon, you can't live your life without smoking marijuana at that hour. I don't understand. Caveat.. medical uses I understand BUT far too many people are coming in.

 

[SolderIron]

Couple things to do and tax have to be done by mid April. Have never like the paper work but better start now.

 

[SolderIron]

Day 2.
The body is not aligned with the task. Have not touched the forms yet..

 

[oldflame]

Hopefully this forum will help to align your psyche to dispatch those nasty forms. Good luck; maybe this first day of spring will perform some magic for you

 

[NH-MAN]

11 years of chronic Lyme and its bizarre alternate universe where everything is opposite and mind bending has me just existing.

Sleeping is just time not awake as you wake up exactly as you went to bed, exhausted, it does absolutely nothing beside time being still and not feeling guilty for things not done as we are allowed to sleep.

You start everyday just as you went to bed, and it leaves you in shock (often for hours) everyday as to how it's possible yet it's your day.

I am happy I can Help my GF going thru cancer and treatments as I have more tools to get thru things you don't want to know. She will die but from it at some point yet still works full time as she has me for inspiration. Chemo sucked today hun, ya its cold and snowing but you are going for a walk down the road at 10 at night I don't care if its 500 ft you will thank me later.

During all her years of chemo's and radiation she still worked full time and the people at the hospitals don't get it, but she does. I am in her life for a reason.

I wish I could switch places with her as I know my suffering will end but she says she isn't switching places as she watches what I go thru, thanks, no thanks.

I guess I will go lay down its late, it still feels good as I try not to during the day even though it will not make tomorrow better no matter how long I sleep. Just burning days but I try really hard to make others smile by acknowledging people and saying hi everywhere I go when I am out which most appreciate so that makes me happy.

probably pick up my son's motorcycle parts I ordered when I went to the dealer looking for him. Ya he could do it, but I enjoy it and he works. I have no use for tomorrow personally but seeing him happy when he gets home will be worth dragging my ass that doesn't want to move around.

Be careful out there please it's not a joke and not really wanting to go to bed because it's useless; it's not natural and not fun and after 11 years the shock of it even being possible never ever ever goes away.

I promise you can do things beyond your comprehension so just do.
them; It will not be fun, but you can. Call if me you need help figuring out how.

 

[Bill Ferris]

11 years of chronic Lyme and its bizarre alternate universe where everything is opposite and mind bending has me just existing.

Sleeping is just time not awake as you wake up exactly as you went to bed, exhausted, it does absolutely nothing beside time being still and not feeling guilty for things not done as we are allowed to sleep.

You start everyday just as you went to bed, and it leaves you in shock (often for hours) everyday as to how it's possible yet it's your day.

I am happy I can Help my GF going thru cancer and treatments as I have more tools to get thru things you don't want to know. She will die but from it at some point yet still works full time as she has me for inspiration. Chemo sucked today hun, ya its cold and snowing but you are going for a walk down the road at 10 at night I don't care if its 500 ft you will thank me later.

During all her years of chemo's and radiation she still worked full time and the people at the hospitals don't get it, but she does. I am in her life for a reason.

I wish I could switch places with her as I know my suffering will end but she says she isn't switching places as she watches what I go thru, thanks, no thanks.

I guess I will go lay down its late, it still feels good as I try not to during the day even though it will not make tomorrow better no matter how long I sleep. Just burning days but I try really hard to make others smile by acknowledging people and saying hi everywhere I go when I am out which most appreciate so that makes me happy.

probably pick up my son's motorcycle parts I ordered when I went to the dealer looking for him. Ya he could do it, but I enjoy it and he works. I have no use for tomorrow personally but seeing him happy when he gets home will be worth dragging my ass that doesn't want to move around.

Be careful out there please it's not a joke and not really wanting to go to bed because it's useless; it's not natural and not fun and after 11 years the shock of it even being possible never ever ever goes away.

I promise you can do things beyond your comprehension so just do.
them; It will not be fun, but you can. Call if me you need help figuring out how.

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[oldflame]

NH-MAN, knowing of such extreme experiences that you & yours are suffering through provide the perspective that most of us are truly blessed having so much less to deal with on a daily basis. May I and others be kinder and more patient, not knowing what someone might be enduring. You two deserve a miracle.

 

[Te-Te]

11 years of chronic Lyme and its bizarre alternate universe where everything is opposite and mind bending has me just existing.

Sleeping is just time not awake as you wake up exactly as you went to bed, exhausted, it does absolutely nothing beside time being still and not feeling guilty for things not done as we are allowed to sleep.

You start everyday just as you went to bed, and it leaves you in shock (often for hours) everyday as to how it's possible yet it's your day.

I am happy I can Help my GF going thru cancer and treatments as I have more tools to get thru things you don't want to know. She will die but from it at some point yet still works full time as she has me for inspiration. Chemo sucked today hun, ya its cold and snowing but you are going for a walk down the road at 10 at night I don't care if its 500 ft you will thank me later.

During all her years of chemo's and radiation she still worked full time and the people at the hospitals don't get it, but she does. I am in her life for a reason.

I wish I could switch places with her as I know my suffering will end but she says she isn't switching places as she watches what I go thru, thanks, no thanks.

I guess I will go lay down its late, it still feels good as I try not to during the day even though it will not make tomorrow better no matter how long I sleep. Just burning days but I try really hard to make others smile by acknowledging people and saying hi everywhere I go when I am out which most appreciate so that makes me happy.

probably pick up my son's motorcycle parts I ordered when I went to the dealer looking for him. Ya he could do it, but I enjoy it and he works. I have no use for tomorrow personally but seeing him happy when he gets home will be worth dragging my ass that doesn't want to move around.

Be careful out there please it's not a joke and not really wanting to go to bed because it's useless; it's not natural and not fun and after 11 years the shock of it even being possible never ever ever goes away.

I promise you can do things beyond your comprehension so just do.
them; It will not be fun, but you can. Call if me you need help figuring out how.

Hang in there Peter, things went sideways down here with some life issues, but I still want to thank you for offering to help me fix my vehicle. I have all the things ready for the repair. Now I just need to get up there.
(Of course when it is convenient for you.)

 

[quiet]

The contractor 5 miles away in town managed to find the fiberoptic with his backhoe. No electronics here for most of the day. Rather annoying.
But the real problem is my 14-year-old grandniece will be in the hospital for at least several days with what is believed to be a serious kidney problem at the very least.
And things were going so good too. I'm not a praying man, but I'm praying now.

 

[Chris __R]

The contractor 5 miles away in town managed to find the fiberoptic with his backhoe. No electronics here for most of the day. Rather annoying.
But the real problem is my 14-year-old grandniece will be in the hospital for at least several days with what is believed to be a serious kidney problem at the very least.
And things were going so good too. I'm not a praying man, but I'm praying now.

It's really awful when bad things happen to those so young. I'll send some additional prayers your/her way.

 

[1tumbleweed]

Wow, just imagine what 80 is gonna be like !!

Oh, trust me, you DON'T want to imagine it. My 20-year-old self had no concept of living to 80, now that I'm at that point I still can't wrap my head around it.

 

[MuseChaser]

If there ever were needed, constant reminders that we all should continually be grateful for the blessings we have.... God bless all of you who are suffering. Wow. Prayers and love sent.

 

[Te-Te]

The contractor 5 miles away in town managed to find the fiberoptic with his backhoe. No electronics here for most of the day. Rather annoying.
But the real problem is my 14-year-old grandniece will be in the hospital for at least several days with what is believed to be a serious kidney problem at the very least.
And things were going so good too. I'm not a praying man, but I'm praying now.

. Saying a prayer for your grandniece.

 

[Shominy]

I am getting tired of being placed in a smaller and smaller cage at work.

 

[Bill Ferris]

I am getting tired of being placed in a smaller and smaller cage at work.

Down sizing ?!

 

[Shominy]

Down sizing ?!

No- I wrote more about it in the Good Morning thread.

 

[Bill Ferris]

No- I wrote more about it in the Good Morning thread.

Ok, I have never perused that thread, Dean.

 

[NH-MAN]

Hang in there Peter, things went sideways down here with some life issues, but I still want to thank you for offering to help me fix my vehicle. I have all the things ready for the repair. Now I just need to get up there.
(Of course when it is convenient for you.)

Anytime is good for me, funny was thinking the last few days I needed to ask whats going on. Soon would be good the meds I have been taking seem to help my thinking some although taking them is brutal. As I mentioned don't sweat if you need a ride back, I love to drive.

 

[NH-MAN]

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Thank you

 

[NH-MAN]

NH-MAN, knowing of such extreme experiences that you & yours are suffering through provide the perspective that most of us are truly blessed having so much less to deal with on a daily basis. May I and others be kinder and more patient, not knowing what someone might be enduring. You two deserve a miracle.

Thank you so much we could use one. I had cancer when when 19-20 but got over that just fine unfortunately people like me who get chroic Lyme are pretty screwed. There are no things that will work only thing that might . The doctors know its is real they see people like me, and we all go thru things that are just insane, and the only solice you are not insane is when they say others say the same things. The treatments are just as bad as the disease and everyday will suck real bad when you on them for 7-8-9 months at a time. I have taken tens of thousands of pills, antibiotics, not wimpy doses ethier, anti virals, malaria drugs all kinds of crap that you have no Idea what are doing to you long term so what shoud I feel like after taking all this stuff after 11 years so? No one can tell you, no Idiot would take heavy doses of antibiotics every day for 7-8 month year after year right? think about that for a minute.

the disease is an alt universe on its own that constantly questions your sanity then add in getting older and tons of nasty drugs (the longest i am ever not taking a bunch of crap is two months or so, then we try a new cocktail) and really question your reality constantly and no one can can tell you anything. I even reached out to Harvard Med school recently to the physiology dept (the ones who really get down to the nuts and bolts of the body) I just asked if maybe someone could talk to me for twenty minutes as I go thru some mind bending stuff and just want to ask is this stuff even possible. I got no where which I thought was pretty sad. If this is written crappy to bad i am just here so I can practice writing at all or I would not be able to anymore.

Funny thing is I dont get headaches, colds, (stomach aches (unless from meds) and have an awesome immune system otherwise.

So don't fret over taking some antibiotics, I have taken thousands and could be in a plane full of sick people with covid and it wouldn't bother me, I just have never been subject to such things.

Come to think of it science should be studying me after all the crap I take. I probably should be dead.

Currently on 1 500 mg Azithromycin (normally it would be 2 a day or doxy or clarithromycin in summer) Rifampin 300 mg 2 twice a day so 4 total. THIS is not fun at all double what I have normally taken. stomach no like and going to bed which I don't enjoy anyway take the 2 night ones to close to bed and the devil and alt universe will visit you in your dreams and its not pleasant. (Unfortunately, though its good as its stirring up the critters in me which is probably most of the affect, I think)
I now space these out and not take both together and its better. last but not least Malarone 250-100 twice a day.

we are pulsing which I am not sure exactly how yet (still experimenting) as the coinfections hide during treatment in the walls of cells where things can't get to them. I might do week and a half on 2 off see how that goes. or maybe the opposite the 4 Rifampin are tough though and not fun.


Thank you for the note.

Btw this took about an hour and a half to write so everyone remember that if my structure sucks, I would be here forever fixing it even worse than I do know.