Couple of years ago, I was looking through my bedroom window & saw orange cat, laying on the grass. At first glance nothing seemed unusual about it, but the position (s)he was laying was kinda weird. Uncomfortable, or rather unnatural, but not "weird" weird. It immediately got my attention, but unfortunately not enough to go outside & take a closer look... Then maybe 10, 15 minutes later I went back to check again & there it was, still in the same position.
At this stage I knew there was something weird going on, so I rushed outside to check it out. Unfortunately, my suspicions turned out to be true, as the poor thing was laying unconscious on the ground, after (what appeared to be) either a bad fall from the tree above or some sort of poisoning. There was no external wounds, and (s)he wasn't bleeding. Still, I grabbed some essential items, along with the cozy blanket which belonged to my feline friend (from the previous pics, already posted in this thread) & took him/her to the vet ER, which happens to be very close to my location. I /do/ know for the fact that the poor thing was still alive by the time I got into the car, but sadly by the time I got there (and vets took us in) he or she was already gone
It really broke my heart for several reasons, and I kept thinking (and re-evaluating my decision) whenever he or she would have survived if we immediately rushed to ER, instead of waiting for those 10 extra minutes. Vets asked me questions, thinking the cat belonged to me, but I explained them what happened, and told them that it must have been "homeless", abandoned pet or street cat, which lived her entire life outside. They also asked me to pay for cremation (which I did), including filling in all the paperwork involved. I also told them to keep the blanket, somehow it seemed appropriate due to multiple reasons.
Obviously, being a homeless (abandoned?) cat, I found comfort in thinking that at least I allowed her a "decent" death, wrapped around in a warm blanket (assuming there's even such thing as decent death?), than leaving her outside on the pile of dirt, in cold. Where he or she would lay for days, until someone would notice. We don't have any wild animals here, so the only possible candidates were the neighbors, walking their dogs through the park (where the incident happened). Still, even years later I wish I could have done more and/or better!
The final thing which really broke me was the reaction when I got back home, from my feline pal. He approached me, and sniffed me. Probably wondering why the heck I left at the unusual time, he's used to our daily schedule & know when someone is supposed to leave or not. Immediately, I saw fear in his big & round eyes, and he hid himself under the table. He KNEW exactly what happened
